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I am reaching out to you now
I hope you hear my silent cry
My heart is aching from this pain I
I want to leave this place somehow
But you don’t know how I feel
This job is not so bad when you are here
I cannot take this anymore
I must be stronger than before
Take me out of out of this place
I’ve been here too long far too long now
So take me back now to the place where
To the place where I belong
I am barely breathing right now
Concentrating I can’t think it out
What this world wants from me I
I can’t quite figure it out
This time I will be stronger
I have to get through this somehow
The road is getting crazier
I’m hanging on to you right now
I think I’m crazy
I’m not the only one
Who gets so dizzy
From what this world’s become

How alive and well is Your name
If anything You are
You’re sweeter than the sweetest sound
To cry out loud, to sing about,
The wonder of it all
The loving God you are
I say the words the crowd goes wild
Never have they seen before this child
When I said I love you Lord
All the while they reconcile
Turning hopes now into fire
When I said I love you Lord
Oh how sweet to be so near
The morning sun flies high
Your love for every kind
To grab Your peace and fill the sky
If only I would dare to try
The Grace that You became
Then I fell in place
I’ve never felt this loves’ embrace
I’m surely onto something now
When Your world turns me upside down

If life is still for sure
I’m living all that’s new
The road that lies before me
The wilderness ahead
At times I am not sure
Of all the things You do
I listen with my silence
It wakes me up inside
You are to me
The greatest love of all
You’ll catch me when I fall
Into Your arms again
You are to me
My greatest strength in all
And You hear me when I call
I’m forever yours
Your love is ever true
You bring me back to You
Every time I fall in doubt
You show me what is true
Although I am not certain
Of everything You do
I listen with my silence
It breaks me down inside
When I’m trying and trying
I’m failing and falling
And I just can’t see
Yeah I just can’t see You

I know its all the same
Same old story same old game
We dream we love we hate sometimes
We're painting pictures in our minds
Time moves on people change
No one stays the same
We're fragile people we hurt sometimes
We don’t know where to go
I see it everywhere
Someone rises and someone falls
We're always looking for a hero
The one who'll save the day
We are different people
Fragile and beautiful
We lose our way sometimes
We're all in need of a Savior

I can remember your face
You walking around in this place
You always seemed so sad
Trying to find your space
I never thought you’d be gone,
Now everything seems so wrong
You’re now in a wonderful place
Safe in the arms of Grace
You you’re on the other side
And I’m here now I’m here alone tonight
Because you left without a goodbye
An angel you are you can fly, fly away
You don’t have to worry tonight
Finding this place you’re alright
You’re free of this world and it’s lies
You don’t have to worry why
You laugh and we’ll cry
Together we’ll stay apart  
Someday I’ll see your smile
And together we will fly

Take myself and be lost
In this crazy world
It’s like nothing to do
We try to save this life
And these precious things
Can’t we see past ourselves
Why can’t we lose this life
Tell me why
Why can’t we live for Christ
Tell me why
Take and just leave it behind
And never return
To this old way of life
So take and just make a difference
In these peoples lives
We can change the world
Can’t you see what’s happening
I’m leaving it all behind
I can’t live in the state I’m in
I’m giving away my life

I try to forget every time I fall it’s in my head
But I know I’m better than this mess
Cannot see beyond myself
I try to remind trying to remind myself this time
I’m not gonna fall away from you
Fall away from you this time
I try to forget trying so hard but it’s in my head
The day that everything just went so wrong
I can see the sun shining from here
It’s the sunrise the starting of a new day
The starting of a new me
I can fall sometimes but I’ll get up every time I’m down
I’m not going to fall now for your lies
Walking down this broken road twice
So I try to rethink trying to contain my self inside
I’m going to figure out this mess I’ve made
Trying to see beyond myself
when I feel down I feel small
I keep breaking on down
Time changes people
Turns everything around

Someday I’ll fully understand
What’s going on and what’s the plan
I’ve heard too much I’ve seen enough
I want no lies I want the truth this time
When the story unfolds and I’m to blame
I try to run away on a getaway train
But I’m so guilty it don’t even hurt
I turn around and see it again
The blame that is chasing and causing me pain
But I don’t have to go through this again
I want the complications few
I wanna simplify the truth
I found forgiveness I found strength
There’s no more blame and no more shame
So this is my getaway
This is who I really am
So this is my secret plan
And this is my safe escape

Have you wondered my friend
How this world will receive you
In this place
When all consider your sum
Under the sinner mans thumb
I’ve been there
So I will sing for you
And I will get you through
And I will run for you
And I will…
When life gets harder than love
You start to search for the light
That would shine your way, every day
While begging change for some time
You dream of riches and wine
I’ve been there
So get up love you’ve got more to find
Than the rhyme for a dime when you asked for mine
I’ve been there

Another day is starting
The peace is broken now
I get up on my feet again
Forgetting yesterday
The sun is climbing higher
Into the open sky
The people moving quickly
To where they need to be
Another day is starting
I don’t know where to go from here
I’m searching for You now
I hope to find You here
Another day is starting
I’m trying hard to clear my head
I’m thinking of You now
And all the things You’ve said
And as I’m walking through the streets
I see a lonely face to greet
A smile will always cheer me up
From all the people that I meet
Another day I’m looking
I’m searching for direction
I’m lost without You here
I don’t know where I am
I am searching everywhere
I’ve been searching everyday
Just to find that You are here
And You’re with me now

Even though the world I’m in
The perfect pitch it’s ways appear
The greatest pressures of my sin don’t disappear
Although alive and without much
The wishing, well I wished for You
Then I look to see myself within it all
My ocean’s deep my river’s wide
The strangers weep at pleasures side
Oh why do I not see the only one unseen
I’m lost without it seems so true
You left from here from me to You
Well my heart is broken I’m trying can’t you see, can’t you see